I think things are falling into place. I am enjoying every single moment with these babies. To think that these will be the last makes me kinda sad! I look at them and see so much of the love of God. They are perfect and peaceful for the most part. We are getting ready for the holidays and are in awe of these two new additions. I think it gives Steve anxiety!!! Today Isaiah gets out early from school and Ashlyn and I have made sugar cookie dough so we can make special cookies with him and enjoy this great time of year. I love all that goes with christmas and I love having a house full of kids to share this with. I love the idea of the babies being 5 years behind the other two so it will always be an exciting time. You never know we may need to add another one in 5 more years LOL! Now that really gives steve anxiety. I am so thankful and I truly feel blessed beyond measure at this point in my life. I love my husband and children and I am looking forward to the ministry ahead. I miss that part of my life and I am gearing up to jump back into it. I have been reading in Jeremiah and I have to say I am enjoying the time God is spending with me. There is a tearing down and a building up process that God takes us through throughout our lives. I think I have been in the tearing down and about to start the rebuilding process. I think sometimes in all the doing in ministry we lose God. Not our love for Him or our desire to serve Him but our intimate relationship with Him. I am thankful for the break and I am excitedly looking forward to the getting back in it. I am not sure exactly what that will look like with the new additions in our family but I am ready to check it out. I feel such an overwhelming sense of Joy in my life and I owe all of you who  pray for me a big THANK YOU for that because I know it is only through prayers and the Grace of God that I am still sane! Well, that is my heart and my thoughts for today. Hopefully I will be back tomorrow but you never do know. I am enjoying my babies right now.